I met someone the Saturday after my 18th birthday who changed my life. Though we spent the night together, I never saw him again. It was a pivotal time of my life and I've yet to be able to completely let him go. I've still felt his presence although I no longer believe he is... Continue Reading →
A Bittersweet Parting
Ember chilling at home. Right before I left Oregon to move back to Colorado, things got really bad for me. I was broke, but the money I was waiting on to move hadn't come in yet. I asked for help in a FB group for a spiritual center I went to. A couple responded and... Continue Reading →
An Emotional Week
This week's transition of power from the fake administration to President Biden's has been incredibly emotional. I cried with the ceremony honoring those who have died of Covid. I wasn't able to watch much of the inauguration because I was working. With that emotional release of the night before as people's grief was acknowledged, the... Continue Reading →
Sweet Comforting Rain
Afternoon thunder awakens me. I'm still here. I pause to listen. The rumble fades. Drawn outside, I inhale the clean air as it begins to rain - again. Bare feet to the earth. Face to the sky. Arms stretched out.Rain dances with my tears. I breathe.I am alive. I am alive.I am alive.Life is sweet.
An Old Poem of Mine
jiunn kang too "Reading" CC BY-SA 2.0 license My doubts and fears Are shadows cast From dark days long since past And I...... I am A creature of light.
What Happened to My Home?
A lot of my healing journey needs to be physical. Most of my adult life, I've struggled with obesity. I"m still far too close to my top weight which I am horrified at. I feel bloated and stiff. My old tricks don't seem to work any more. Well, I am in my 50's. I don't... Continue Reading →
Lunch with Little Grandma
The morning of August 8th, 2016, I awoke from a "dream" where I visited my great grandmother who we always called Little Grandma. I found myself in the tiny mountain town where my extended family lived for almost a century and where I spent a lot of my childhood. I was wandering downtown, marveling at... Continue Reading →
Crossing a River of Souls 